When the Water Comes, I Will Overflow
When the Sun doesn't shine, neither do I. Today is dreary. It hasn't been tremendously bad, but lately I've been in one of those moods. Despite all of the sleep I've managed to get today, I still continue to drag with heavy eyelids and a foggy brain. I don't get it. Maybe I shouldn't sleep at all.
My brain is on overload. My heart is swelling. Like a sponge soaked for too long, my soul is beginning to drip. I need to be rung out. It's disgusting to feel that I can't reach out to anyone anymore, but, lately, that has been the case. Earlier today I deleted some phone numbers just so I wouldn't give into the temptation of texting or calling people. I understand people have lives, but all of the care and compassion that I have given them, I am barely given ten minutes of their time in return.
I am a rock. Through the wind, fire, rock, and rain, I stand alone.
"It's not my greatest care
But simple needs are scarce
It's never-ending
It really seems unfair
But lately I don't care
I don't care about much
I've given up trying"
My brain is on overload. My heart is swelling. Like a sponge soaked for too long, my soul is beginning to drip. I need to be rung out. It's disgusting to feel that I can't reach out to anyone anymore, but, lately, that has been the case. Earlier today I deleted some phone numbers just so I wouldn't give into the temptation of texting or calling people. I understand people have lives, but all of the care and compassion that I have given them, I am barely given ten minutes of their time in return.
I am a rock. Through the wind, fire, rock, and rain, I stand alone.
"It's not my greatest care
But simple needs are scarce
It's never-ending
It really seems unfair
But lately I don't care
I don't care about much
I've given up trying"