To Desire Ambition

Sep 21, 2008 22:52

Further I descend into the depths of oblivion.  Farther I travel into obscurity.  I am shrouded by shadow; a mist as thick as fear.  Apathy corrupts the soul.  It is because of apathy that we become what we never intended to be.  I slip into solitude, deceived by the sweetness of desire.  The apple dazzles a vibrant red, its alluring appeal attracting all senses.

Fear the thought of fleeing; fear the act of falling; fear the truth of failing.  Fear forever follows me: Never may I hide.  A statue allowed to live.

Break the cycle.  Nirvana from Samsara.  1000 pounds of pressure, 1000 pounds of fear, hinders who I really am.  The curse of bonds; the irony of a life all too well.  A stagnant apathy.  Claustrophobia; a soul suffocating, choking, gasping, dying.  
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