Lonely And Longing...
Despite all of my happiness throughout the day, I have managed to break again. When the heart is tender enough, it doesn't take long for sorrow to seep through from the outer world and into the heart. I was so happy today that I wanted to tell so many of my friends. I told about three. I find it fun, but what's the fun if there is no one to share it with?
It is fun to be a fool; it is fun to play the optimist.
Some nights I feel uncomfortable saying things through a blog, but I cannot escape the urge to do so; it just feels that, perhaps, someone or something will listen. Some people just don't understand what it's like to be on the other side of the fence; there are not many people who can do such a task. Empathy is a rare virtue.
I sorely miss my friends. You don't understand. But I do.