Please, Let Me Be All Right.
How could I have been so stupid? How fast life can change; one minute, you might be in your room feeling more alone than ever before, then a few days later you're around people who you think are your friends and are having what you think is a good time. All I had to do was say no; if only maybe I had worked early that morning, it could have been my scapegoat to escape. If only I could be confident in who I am, I wouldn't try to please people all of the time. How could I get myself in such a mess? People wonder why I think of the worse possible situations at times; well, I am living proof of being the most unluckily lucky person I've ever known...