i'm all mixed up
i love three day weekends, i wish i had one every week. i'm so so so happy not to be at work right now. i wish i could get away with only working 30 hours or 4 days a week, it'd be great to actually have time to work on my writing. i really need to figure out what exactly i'm going to do with my life, if i'm going to graduate school next august or what. if i do there's a very good chance that nick and i would have to be long distance and that would suck esp. after living together for (by that time) 3 years. if i do start applying to schools for next august there's also the question of whether i want to keep my current job until then. that'd be another year and 3 months at that hell-hole. i've only been there not even a year and it's getting pretty bad. it's only going to get worse too as a bunch of my co-workers leave in the next few months. it'll just be me and all the new people. they're all accounting students and super cliquey already and i think i'll just come home from work every day and cry. arghhhh. i hate being a grown-up and having to make important decisions. i think i'm going to get some advice from my family when i see them all next month b/c i have no idea what to do.
wait i don't want to be stressed out and sad, it's monday and i'm not at work right now! my weekend has been nice. i don't remember what the hell i did on friday night, i'm guessing just relaxed and watched movies? saturday we went to the flea market. i got 2 books for a dollar and we got a bunch of yummy fresh fruit for cheap. i got really really really pissed off though. we were walking around and all of a sudden nick tells me not to turn around and to just keep walking. of course i turn around and right behind me is some kind of wild cat in this little tiny cage. some fuckers were just sitting next to looking kinda bored. WILD ANIMALS DO NOT BELONG IN CAGES!! THAT IS WHY THEY ATTACK PEOPLE, THEY'RE WILD!! nick had to drag me away from the place but i just kept staring at it and giving the people horrible looks. i know we can't all be vegetarians, but come on, keeping a wild animal in a little cage to bring to a stupid flea market, don't people have any kind of compassion? arghh. yeah besides that, the flea market was nice. that night we watched the hockey game and drank some ybor city beer and watched the lightning lose. yesterday we ran some errands, i bought a filing cabinet, exciting. i hung out w/ laura last night and watched big fish. such a good movie, so sad though. i was trying really hard to not cry at the end. so yeah laura and me hung out and nothing happened. nick was all freaked out before i went over there but everything was fine. geesh.
well i should take a shower or do something productive seeing as how it's 12:30.
wait i don't want to be stressed out and sad, it's monday and i'm not at work right now! my weekend has been nice. i don't remember what the hell i did on friday night, i'm guessing just relaxed and watched movies? saturday we went to the flea market. i got 2 books for a dollar and we got a bunch of yummy fresh fruit for cheap. i got really really really pissed off though. we were walking around and all of a sudden nick tells me not to turn around and to just keep walking. of course i turn around and right behind me is some kind of wild cat in this little tiny cage. some fuckers were just sitting next to looking kinda bored. WILD ANIMALS DO NOT BELONG IN CAGES!! THAT IS WHY THEY ATTACK PEOPLE, THEY'RE WILD!! nick had to drag me away from the place but i just kept staring at it and giving the people horrible looks. i know we can't all be vegetarians, but come on, keeping a wild animal in a little cage to bring to a stupid flea market, don't people have any kind of compassion? arghh. yeah besides that, the flea market was nice. that night we watched the hockey game and drank some ybor city beer and watched the lightning lose. yesterday we ran some errands, i bought a filing cabinet, exciting. i hung out w/ laura last night and watched big fish. such a good movie, so sad though. i was trying really hard to not cry at the end. so yeah laura and me hung out and nothing happened. nick was all freaked out before i went over there but everything was fine. geesh.
well i should take a shower or do something productive seeing as how it's 12:30.