I dont practice Santaria...
why does life like to throw so much shit at u all at once.
sometimes it really is just too much to handle.
and i never knew that my heart could hurt so fuckin bad. and the shitty thing is...theres nothing i can do about it.
but wait....wait until it can be healed. and only u can heal it. fuck.
one day everythings fine...i had control once.
over my life, over myself, over my feelings.
and now its just turned into a tornado.
all of it just a big fucking mess.
i need u now. i need u here.
sometimes it really is just too much to handle.
and i never knew that my heart could hurt so fuckin bad. and the shitty thing is...theres nothing i can do about it.
but wait....wait until it can be healed. and only u can heal it. fuck.
one day everythings fine...i had control once.
over my life, over myself, over my feelings.
and now its just turned into a tornado.
all of it just a big fucking mess.
i need u now. i need u here.