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So basically my mood is a little bad and m self esteem is a little low right now....
*had to turn in my 140 handwritten sentences for rake which i find reeediculous.
*Lit teacher got mad at me for writing those 140 sentences during her class and schedualed a "lunch time chat" with me.
*At forementioned lunch time chat she told me she thought she was losing me and wanted to know if everything was okay... (?)
*Failed my drivers test
*After failing my drivers test the examiner explained that I was an aggressive driver and screwed myself over by taking the test on a stick. On the sheet it said that I am aggressive and inconsiderate. Um sad?
Some of my not so favorite things said in the past few days....
"Caity, you just seem a little removed, not as excited about things and not as interested, is everything okay?"
"Are you okay, you've been looking depressed lately."
"I look to caity as a leader and unfortunately she is setting a very bad and disrespectful example."
"This chemistry test will be 100 questions. It will be long. It will be difficult. You must study. A lot."
"Well caity sorry to say but you didn't pass."
And this is an extremely pathetic and whiny entry. Nobody likes a complainer Caity. Some psychological study says that for every one negative thing you say you have to say 5 positive things for your brain to like balance it out... SOOO here are some good things for the past couple days... (10 times 5....)
My friends, break soon, weekend, sleepovers, musicals, music, new cds, shopping, Sammi, Emma, Sarah, My sister, (and others) peppermint patties, ASAP haha, Power muffins from Humble, practicing with the choir, skipping orch. sectionals, graph paper, procrastinating, christmas cards, quotes, pumpkin bagels, the occasional really nice teacher, long underwear, new york soon, cranium, socks, new violin music, the outdoors, no basketball, sweatpants, long phone convos, Sadie, apple cider, movies, sewing, caring, text messages, no more thoreau project for awhile, puppies, yearbooks, water, christmas lights, candy cane cookies, warm jackets, pencils, viola, scarves, christmas music, holiday cheer, being stupidly positive.
There we go that was a schitzo entry but oh well. I actually do feel better. now off to study...
*had to turn in my 140 handwritten sentences for rake which i find reeediculous.
*Lit teacher got mad at me for writing those 140 sentences during her class and schedualed a "lunch time chat" with me.
*At forementioned lunch time chat she told me she thought she was losing me and wanted to know if everything was okay... (?)
*Failed my drivers test
*After failing my drivers test the examiner explained that I was an aggressive driver and screwed myself over by taking the test on a stick. On the sheet it said that I am aggressive and inconsiderate. Um sad?
Some of my not so favorite things said in the past few days....
"Caity, you just seem a little removed, not as excited about things and not as interested, is everything okay?"
"Are you okay, you've been looking depressed lately."
"I look to caity as a leader and unfortunately she is setting a very bad and disrespectful example."
"This chemistry test will be 100 questions. It will be long. It will be difficult. You must study. A lot."
"Well caity sorry to say but you didn't pass."
And this is an extremely pathetic and whiny entry. Nobody likes a complainer Caity. Some psychological study says that for every one negative thing you say you have to say 5 positive things for your brain to like balance it out... SOOO here are some good things for the past couple days... (10 times 5....)
My friends, break soon, weekend, sleepovers, musicals, music, new cds, shopping, Sammi, Emma, Sarah, My sister, (and others) peppermint patties, ASAP haha, Power muffins from Humble, practicing with the choir, skipping orch. sectionals, graph paper, procrastinating, christmas cards, quotes, pumpkin bagels, the occasional really nice teacher, long underwear, new york soon, cranium, socks, new violin music, the outdoors, no basketball, sweatpants, long phone convos, Sadie, apple cider, movies, sewing, caring, text messages, no more thoreau project for awhile, puppies, yearbooks, water, christmas lights, candy cane cookies, warm jackets, pencils, viola, scarves, christmas music, holiday cheer, being stupidly positive.
There we go that was a schitzo entry but oh well. I actually do feel better. now off to study...