who knows what tomorrow will bring
god you know, you would like to think that life could be easy.
i'm sure that it can. quitting drugs was the best thing i ever did. a few times since i "quit" i relapsed, and each time i realized how i did not even enjoy marijuana. now i am so over it i don't see how i ever got excited about "going smoking." i just can't wait for college to start. december 15 i find out if chicago accepted me. im about to apply to 12 more schools as soon as i write like 3 more essays and get my transcript transfered onto the common app. ill still do it if i get a yes from chicago because i want to apply to cornell and yale, and im doing princeton's separately from the paper version they sent me. but, i might not do princeton if chicago works. siiiiiiiiiiiiighs all around.
school is getting more fun everyday. calculus is right on. gonna do the related rates and optimization in the following couple of weeks. civil rights chapters in us history. such a crazy/scary/but fruitful and good in the end period. if i had been alive i would have been a freedom rider for sure. im in NOW now, so i suppose i can fight for equal pay...but it isn't the same as back then.
ah i love my baby. i hope john will be ok with everything, and that life will open up for us. there has been so much but there has been love through it all. recently it got spread so thinly that we were on the verge of ending with no return. luckily we did return and we are trying to move on to the top again.
i am going to figure my life out tonight. smoke some cigarettes and come to a conclusion.
its gonna be ok.
i'm sure that it can. quitting drugs was the best thing i ever did. a few times since i "quit" i relapsed, and each time i realized how i did not even enjoy marijuana. now i am so over it i don't see how i ever got excited about "going smoking." i just can't wait for college to start. december 15 i find out if chicago accepted me. im about to apply to 12 more schools as soon as i write like 3 more essays and get my transcript transfered onto the common app. ill still do it if i get a yes from chicago because i want to apply to cornell and yale, and im doing princeton's separately from the paper version they sent me. but, i might not do princeton if chicago works. siiiiiiiiiiiiighs all around.
school is getting more fun everyday. calculus is right on. gonna do the related rates and optimization in the following couple of weeks. civil rights chapters in us history. such a crazy/scary/but fruitful and good in the end period. if i had been alive i would have been a freedom rider for sure. im in NOW now, so i suppose i can fight for equal pay...but it isn't the same as back then.
ah i love my baby. i hope john will be ok with everything, and that life will open up for us. there has been so much but there has been love through it all. recently it got spread so thinly that we were on the verge of ending with no return. luckily we did return and we are trying to move on to the top again.
i am going to figure my life out tonight. smoke some cigarettes and come to a conclusion.
its gonna be ok.