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So... i pulled my usual Katie-Magic-Sucking-Up skills and pulled off only being grounded for 4 days... not 14! Shit... Im so cool. So yah, i get off Sunday now! hooray. Tho honestly being at home was good for me. I got a lot of shit done, i dont even think im all that excited to go back to my life. It all just seems so... I dont even know what the word is... Same. Everything i do, everyday, everybody... its all just the same. Not to say that it isnt good, but maybe im just looking for something out of the ordinary, something a lil more fun. :/
Maybe i just dont know what im looking for anymore.
Had a conversation with Keenan for a very long time last night, it was wonderful, but got me thinking alot. Talked to Jake today about his life, once again... Im thinking alot. I hate to sit back and watch unhappy.
... I miss JJ. I even hate hearing his voice, bc it makes me think about him, and how i wish i could have been out with him, smiling and laughing and having fun. Im retarded... it was only 4 days, but it was 4 hellish days i will say. Nothing is the same with out him.
Maybe i just dont know what im looking for anymore.
Had a conversation with Keenan for a very long time last night, it was wonderful, but got me thinking alot. Talked to Jake today about his life, once again... Im thinking alot. I hate to sit back and watch unhappy.
... I miss JJ. I even hate hearing his voice, bc it makes me think about him, and how i wish i could have been out with him, smiling and laughing and having fun. Im retarded... it was only 4 days, but it was 4 hellish days i will say. Nothing is the same with out him.