....wWeEeEe....
Today was uhm. cool. Good day of school i suppose. Nothing to special, just in a good mood. Took alot of pictures with Tashies lil camera. Thats always exciting. Retirement home. things of that sort... I dont know.... and thats exactly it. I really DONT know what im doing. I dont know how to act-n-things anymore. I feel dumb all the time. Around everyone. Like Im not supposed to be there. Its just weird with all the good things i should be so laid back and smiley. And i try to be. But everything inside me wants to scream. B/C Im just completely lost. I feel bad, but i dont know what to do about anything right now. I love my life how it is. the ppl in it. But i dont know what to do with all that, and i really dont want to screw with everything i finally gotten. Its weird, but how am i supposed to just get rid of all my insecurities, when i dont even have a reason for them in the first place?