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Anyway.. I was talking to Eileen last night. And she told me that her dad has cancer around his heart and it's going to his spine and that the doctors won't try to take it out because he can go paralyzed. Okay, what the !@#$ when did this happen? I feel so bad for her, because no one will really listen to her and it sounds like the only friend she has is me, and I'm like across the country. So I think I've talked my mom into letting me go back to Cincinnati on spring break and stay with Eileen. It'll do her some good. :) (Hey, maybe that was what Zach was so upset about.. GOSH It only took me an hour to figure it out. I'm so stupid, now I really need to talk to him and tell him sorry for being a ditz.) So our spring break is around April 10th, which means that Zach won't be there anymore. :( Gosh, this is getting harder and harder. I just want to see him for one day and then I'd be happy. But of course I say that now and when that day comes I'll want more days and more and more and more.. I love him. :)