Jan 17, 2006 01:32
I had hoped that i would be able to bypass this. I had hoped my love would mean something. I had hoped that the love you said you had for me was real.
Nothing kills a good buzz like reality.
I stand by and watch time rush past me, with it changes are made. You change, perhaps i change, never the less, I am left behind.
You lie, you cheat, you steal. You talk behind your "loved ones" backs.
That's not you. That's not any of you. But, what can i do?? I fought it as long as i could.
I'm tired of fighting. I give up. You win. I lose.
Perhaps, my so many parinoia of your hatred were not in vain. Perhaps, i was right all along. Perhaps, perhaps not.
Do what you want. Live your life. I will love you, as i allways have. That will never change. You can not change that. If you decide you want me, if you decide you want to let me in on your true thoughts and feelings...You know where to find me.