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I am having a horrible, horrible time. Everyday gets harder. More is taken from me every week, and nothing NOTHING is given back. I lose, and I lose, and I lose... When does it get better? How long must I pay for my mistake? Is it my mistake that I am still paying for? How long can a person survive hollowed out? I don't know. But I don't like this. I want to be loved. LOVED. unconditionally. That's all I want. That's all i've ever wanted. I want one, just ONE person who won't hurt me. One person who will love me as much as I love them. Someone to share my passions, all of them. and i want that person FOREVER. Forever is all I'm asking for. I'm tired of pain. I want joy, and love, and security. Commitment and desire. I want the family i never had. reliability. I just want to be loved...