Apr 06, 2006 16:10
*WARNING* ~The following, could make some people mad. I assure you that was not the intention. My intention was to rant because i don't understand. IF YOU ARE EASILY ANGERED DON'T READ IT.~ *WARNING*
You have no money? Here's an idea, QUIT SMOKING, or at least cut down...Imagine how much money you would save if you smoked 1,2,or even 3 packs a WEEK instead of a day...Stop eating out so much...Micky D's is not needed when you have two fridges and several shelves full of food...Stop doing drugs ALL OF YOU!!! or at least back the fuck off, i'm sick of listening to all of you bitch about your drugs, you don't have them, you want them, you didn't get the ones you wanted...SHUT THE FUCK UP!! How much do your drugs cost? More than that dubble cheese burger i said was a waste of money!! STOP DRINKING all of you. Now this i think is probally the worst here. Drinking...It fucks all of you up. Uncle mike, Erich, Kayla, Julie, George, Stan, The alchocol? It dosen't help anything. Yeah, sure i drink. AT PARTIES!! Not every day (not that ALL of the afore mentioned drink EVERY day.)
Julie, please stop saying that i "don't understand" While i may not understand the effect that all of this is having on you personally, I do understand what it's like to lose your house. I DO understand what it's like to have NO money. I heard you say that you have "emergency" money or something like that...We never had that. My mom and i just had NO money. We had and emergency, we were evicted, lost half our belongings and moved to a smaller house...My whole life, all i did was be poor and lose my house. So please stop telling me that i don't understand. (P.s. i WILL get a job soon)
Erich, Stop drinking. You know it's bad for you, you keep saying you're gonna do it but you relly never even try (as far as i'v seen) You drink, you get angry, you get into fights, you feel stupid. solutin? STOP DRINKING SMART ONE!!!
Kayla, Get a grip on your fucking self. Get a job. Graduate High School or get a GED. Stop flipping out all the fucking time. Stop drinking. Stop taking pills (they don't help you) Take a LONG HARD LOOK IN THE MIRROR and figure out who you want to be, then becsome that fucking person. Make some plans for your future, any kind of plan, have a goal and aim for it. Stop pitying yourself, it could be worse, and it will only get worse if you keep treating it this way.
Anji, I don't know girl, I'm hearing some shit i'm really not liking, maybe you need to get back to your friends too, Perhaps find a real job, and cut back on the dealing a bit. I don't know, but i sure as hell miss you.
Stan, the drinking helps nothing, the drugs consume too much of your time. You have things you want to do Baby, i know you do. Don't let yourself getin the way of that.
John, You said it yourself, the pills are a problem, and i told you i don't understand, and i don't. I know you have a lot of goals john. You are a very intelegent man. So i'm giving you the same advice i gave Stan. Don't let yourself get in the way of your dreams.
Katie, (see, i'm in trouble too) Get a job lazy ass! Julie needs your rent money and you've put in what 5 apps? Go to redlobster. Get a job and start doing the things you love to do again. Stop sitting around all day. Write in your novels, draw a picture, hell draw a bunch you have an ELFWOOD account now!! Go to Michel's (after you get a job and start paying julie) Buy some Jewelry making stuff, you love to do that, aww hell you could just steal it it's michael's for crying out loud. You need a sketch book too. Make an effort to spend more time with Ellen and the troop. CALL YOUR MOTHER once and a while, i know she's a bitch, but she IS your mother. Call Jesse, the kid just broke his arm, you found that out 3 days ago and you still haven't called him!! It's time to start being Katie again, work on that.
~This concludes todays rant, *appoliges* to any one i may have offended...except for me. I meant that YOU!!!~