Oct 09, 2004 18:25
I haven't done anything in so long.
Not anything that counts as something, at least.
Yesterday I went Halloween costume shopping for Jordan with my sister. And Jordan.
Then soccer.
Then more Halloween shopping.
Today I have yet to even leave my house.
But by the looks of it, it's not going to happen.
Oh well. I have homework to do anyway.
I hate sleeping anymore. I'm afraid of my dreams. And my stupid hallucinations.
As soon as I start to fall asleep I wake myself up. Not on purpose. It just happens.
I think it's some subconscious reaction to prevent me from sleeping so that I don't dream and do whatever else it is that I do.
I've been inside too long.