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[ktqt61289]

I can't hold all of this inside anymore. I've never cried this much over anything and I guess that's because I'm so scared of losing you. You're the BEST thing that's ever happened to me and I don't know what I would do without you in my life. I can't even imagine it. I love hearing your voice and being with you all the time. I get butterflies anytime someone says your name no matter who it is. We've had so many good times and you know that, and I've missed that so much. You make me laugh and I'm myself when I'm with you. I know a lot of what has happened between us is all my fault. And yes, I'm confusing and don't know what the hell I want, but all I know is that right now, what I want is you. And it might not be what I want 4 months from now, but that doesn't matter. You're the only one that I can say that I've truly fallen in love with. I've wanted to say it so many times, but I was scared, I guess. I feel safe in your arms and I like feeling secure and I know that you're there to make me feel that way. I love all our inside jokes and how no one else knows what we're talking about. I love holding your hand and it gives me butterflies every single time. I love trying to find out where your tickle spots are because you're not very ticklish. You're the last one I think about before I go to bed and the first thing I think about when I wake up. I'm who I want to be when I'm with you because I'm happy and nothing else matters. There's not much more to say. All I know is that I'm in love with you. Just let me show that I truly mean every word of this. And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me. ♥

I'm so scared of getting my heart broken :[