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Oct 27, 2003 01:44

"There are stars in the southern sky,
southward as you go.
There is moonlight and moss in the trees,
down the seven bridges road.

Now I have loved you like a baby,
Like some lonesone child.
And I have loved you in tame a way,
and I have loved you wild.

Sometimes there's a part of me,
has to turn from here and go.
Running like a child from these warm stars,
down the seven bridges road.

There are star in the southern sky.
And if ever you decided you should go.
There is a taste of thyme, sweet and honey,
down the seven bridges road."

- THe Eagles

I love this song. It's about a road in Mobile county, called, 'Seven Bridges Road', obviously. Shortly after Daniel and I met, he came over to my parents house on Halloween. We were sitting around a bonfire. Glenny was swathed in an american flag with red and bue glitter on her face and a torch, like the statue of liberty's. Later that night she would have her picture taken with my now ex-boyfriend Mike Larose, who was dressed as Jesus. Together they were 'God and COuntry". But at the time I had no idea who he was and couldn;'t care less. I was terribly in love with Daniel Pitts, thoughI wouldn;t realize it til later that evening.

He sat by the fire and played every song my mom, or Gleeny or I could name. We all sang this one. Later we went to the haunted house, and then to midnight sushi, where he pulled agun from under his car seat, and before he tucked into the belt, gave me quite a scare. At 2 am, we were at his house and I layed down with him to cuddle. I had no idea about how I felt about him til I kissed him, a very mutual, very passionate kiss, and only my 4th maybe.

It was perhaps the worst thing that could've happened. At least it seems so now. I had just written a post and was nearly ready to send it when he called tonight. He called because he;d been out with his cousin who was a freshman last year at BSC. She was talking shit about me, saying how 'promiscuous' I was and that she didn't mean to upset him but she thought he knew. He called to ask if I had ever done anything that would 'endanger' him. No, I specifically did things not to. Little girl needs to shut the fuck up because she doesn;t know jack shit. I cheated on Daniel once, and to my knowledge she is not privy to that information. I feel bad about not tellign him. I feel terrible about being asked such a wuestion in the first place. I feel terrible that I didn;t tell him I cheated on him.

I called back with every intention of tellign him, but bitching him out none the less. He apologized profusely.

All this coming from the guy who used to come out to school to get a blowjob while he was still sleeping around (not that I knew) wouldn;t ever return my calls, but called once after one of the aforesaid occassions to tell me he thought he might have gotten something from some chick he didn;t really know but who he'd slept with 2 weeks ago and that his dick hurt and he was waiting for test results to come back. Nice, really nice. Fuck men. Fuck men from mtn. brook especially. I'm never dating another again.
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