hmm
i havent been here for a while now....meh, im not too good at keeping up with things, mainly myeslf.
funny isnt, how absorbed people are in their own lives. i was just sitting outside, at the top of my driveway, and i could see 5 houses, and in each house exactly what every person was doing
but they didnt notice anything around them. they didnt notice that not one car had passed in an hour, or that the air smelled faintly of cigarretes, yet sweet, or how the man down the road took his dog on a walk and mumbled to himself about his marriage, or that the stars seemed brighter than ever, or that the grass was wet although it hadnt rained in a week, or how eight planes had passed by, or how small and insignificant they were compared to these planes, or how in every house atleast one light was on although it was 1:30, or how the slightest noise would startle me, yet how i felt invincable because of these small planes, they didnt notice the faint sound of music being played in our neighbors study, or the distant sound of shouting from a party two blocks down, or the fact that no matter how hard i tried i could not cease too sink deeper into thought
i noticed.
so what does any of this mean? absolutely nothing. it has no deeper meaning, no significance
not if you dont want it to
do you want it to?
count your sheep and go to sleep. take your four step lives and swallow in your existance. sleep deep...dream of nothing more, sleep deep....
while i dream of fields and you. no, not you, someone who cares. someone who dreams of flying stars and elephants, someone who knows how to float away, someone who will eat you alive