How I've missed my live jounal
Well Hello hello!
Well it's about 12 on October 10th and I have finally made time for my good old friend the LJ. All I have to say is the following:
CVS: Coolest job I'll ever have and love so much for so little money :)
AE: I love the people I work with truly more then the $7 an hour...they make the job
Arena: First weekend is next week and frankly hope money is coming out my eye balls after..either way it should be fun to see all my old friends...and who doesn't like a good hocke player here and there?
School: I really like most of my classes ..I feel like I am growing from the topics I learn about, but on the other hand also feel like Intro to Sociology 48.203.101 is truly the biggest waste of my time ever.
Ashlyn: I miss this little hoe bag even though she lives just down the road..we are gonna start to hang more hopefully
Sam: Sam ...Who the fuck is Sam?
Kim: I feel for Kim lately everytime I get off the phone with ehr I worry more and more. Why is it that it only takes one boy/girl to make someones world crash down? ..She'll make it through shes strong ..I just dont no if I am.
Tasha: What do I say about a girl Tasha ....besides that I love her more then any person in the world ... and that SHE BETTER BE ON A PLAN TO IRELAND WITH ME NEW YERAS DAY ...time will tell ...and if you let it go and it comes back will mean more then if you keep it close and never let it fly....IM SO DEEP!
Matt Bush:your cool...:)
Cait: Please start writing in your LJ cus if you dont I wont have anything to laugh at ..and I mean that!
Meg: How do you answer so many questions ..it takes me days to think of one answer!
TJ: Go Sox !!! ... and your deepest thoughts are at the bottom of a kiddie pool.
Jay: For a person so nice to me and so strong when they need to be you are very sensitive.
Ken Decost: THUG LIFE!
Random thought time!
1) I dreamed about San Diego four times last week.... will this hole never leave my heart?
2) Almost all my old friends from Eames dont really call me ...am I totally forgetable ?
3) My birthday is coming up ...who will remember? :/
4) I had a present for TJ on November 11th and I can't give it to him now cus my dad wanted it so that Tj could go to the red sox game ...WITH MY MOM!...What do I get him now?
5) If I have a talent ..when the fuck do I get to know what it is?
6) If my doctors correct ... I'll be diabetic in a year or before then...BUT YET IM NOT NOW?
7) Can Diabetics drink?
8) Will I ever drive the fairlane again? ....why do I feel like it makes me someone?
9) Why do I feel like I matter much less to people then they do to me?
10) What the F word made my have this wierd fucking rash? ...no really what?
Things to do this Week
1) Do more for my friends ..cus they deserve some love~!
2) Call Tasha everyday cus shes cool
3) Think of yet another perfect gift for Tj....I like being the one that gets good gifts
4) get something to stop this wierd rash
5) buy my mom a red sox t shirt ...she needs one for SATURDAY NIGHT
6) I think im gonna let myself dream about all the cool places and people i want to go in my life
7) Maybe learn soemthing new... AKA i want to take a welding class at the voc for kicks cus welding shit it cool
8) I want to make a little kid laugh
9) I want to dance!!!!
10) I want to TAKE SOME MOTHA FUCKIN PICTURES AND EXPRESS some of these feelings stuck in my head this month.
ThingS I miss at the momment
1) I miss my brother
2) Having a cool car
3) my socks... my feet are cold
4) kim walsh/tasha haddad
5) I miss conversations with my grampa about why I should do what i FEEL and not what i think everyone else wants
6) I miss all the wonderful people that make me anything or should i say everything
7) I miss playdo that shit was so fun
8) I miss when Nana O and me would dance on sunday mornings to old country songs
9) I miss takin pictures
10) I MISS butterflies in my stomach ....from flowers and first kissed in the rain (mist)
Im worried about
1) Im worried about money
2) Im worried I dont work hard enough
3) Im worried that someone will realize I shouldnt be in college ..who let shit head in the class
4) Im worried I will be forgotten
5) Im worried I will go back to being sick like I was for all of my childhood
6) IM worried Im not good enough
7) Im worried that if someone reads this all they will think is what does she spell right
8) Im worried I dont do enough for other people...PEOPLE NNED LOVE
9) Im worried that I will feel a stupid emotion and piss my bf off and hell run away...well hed more likely slowly walk away ..maybe even just sit there tired
10) Im worried that these pimples will never leave my face..who gets pimples at 20
closeing thoughts * Sally Jesse Rafeal just hurt my feelings*
It was good to get that like 1 percent of stuff out of my head night night live journal ...til next time!!! *KTO*
Well it's about 12 on October 10th and I have finally made time for my good old friend the LJ. All I have to say is the following:
CVS: Coolest job I'll ever have and love so much for so little money :)
AE: I love the people I work with truly more then the $7 an hour...they make the job
Arena: First weekend is next week and frankly hope money is coming out my eye balls after..either way it should be fun to see all my old friends...and who doesn't like a good hocke player here and there?
School: I really like most of my classes ..I feel like I am growing from the topics I learn about, but on the other hand also feel like Intro to Sociology 48.203.101 is truly the biggest waste of my time ever.
Ashlyn: I miss this little hoe bag even though she lives just down the road..we are gonna start to hang more hopefully
Sam: Sam ...Who the fuck is Sam?
Kim: I feel for Kim lately everytime I get off the phone with ehr I worry more and more. Why is it that it only takes one boy/girl to make someones world crash down? ..She'll make it through shes strong ..I just dont no if I am.
Tasha: What do I say about a girl Tasha ....besides that I love her more then any person in the world ... and that SHE BETTER BE ON A PLAN TO IRELAND WITH ME NEW YERAS DAY ...time will tell ...and if you let it go and it comes back will mean more then if you keep it close and never let it fly....IM SO DEEP!
Matt Bush:your cool...:)
Cait: Please start writing in your LJ cus if you dont I wont have anything to laugh at ..and I mean that!
Meg: How do you answer so many questions ..it takes me days to think of one answer!
TJ: Go Sox !!! ... and your deepest thoughts are at the bottom of a kiddie pool.
Jay: For a person so nice to me and so strong when they need to be you are very sensitive.
Ken Decost: THUG LIFE!
Random thought time!
1) I dreamed about San Diego four times last week.... will this hole never leave my heart?
2) Almost all my old friends from Eames dont really call me ...am I totally forgetable ?
3) My birthday is coming up ...who will remember? :/
4) I had a present for TJ on November 11th and I can't give it to him now cus my dad wanted it so that Tj could go to the red sox game ...WITH MY MOM!...What do I get him now?
5) If I have a talent ..when the fuck do I get to know what it is?
6) If my doctors correct ... I'll be diabetic in a year or before then...BUT YET IM NOT NOW?
7) Can Diabetics drink?
8) Will I ever drive the fairlane again? ....why do I feel like it makes me someone?
9) Why do I feel like I matter much less to people then they do to me?
10) What the F word made my have this wierd fucking rash? ...no really what?
Things to do this Week
1) Do more for my friends ..cus they deserve some love~!
2) Call Tasha everyday cus shes cool
3) Think of yet another perfect gift for Tj....I like being the one that gets good gifts
4) get something to stop this wierd rash
5) buy my mom a red sox t shirt ...she needs one for SATURDAY NIGHT
6) I think im gonna let myself dream about all the cool places and people i want to go in my life
7) Maybe learn soemthing new... AKA i want to take a welding class at the voc for kicks cus welding shit it cool
8) I want to make a little kid laugh
9) I want to dance!!!!
10) I want to TAKE SOME MOTHA FUCKIN PICTURES AND EXPRESS some of these feelings stuck in my head this month.
ThingS I miss at the momment
1) I miss my brother
2) Having a cool car
3) my socks... my feet are cold
4) kim walsh/tasha haddad
5) I miss conversations with my grampa about why I should do what i FEEL and not what i think everyone else wants
6) I miss all the wonderful people that make me anything or should i say everything
7) I miss playdo that shit was so fun
8) I miss when Nana O and me would dance on sunday mornings to old country songs
9) I miss takin pictures
10) I MISS butterflies in my stomach ....from flowers and first kissed in the rain (mist)
Im worried about
1) Im worried about money
2) Im worried I dont work hard enough
3) Im worried that someone will realize I shouldnt be in college ..who let shit head in the class
4) Im worried I will be forgotten
5) Im worried I will go back to being sick like I was for all of my childhood
6) IM worried Im not good enough
7) Im worried that if someone reads this all they will think is what does she spell right
8) Im worried I dont do enough for other people...PEOPLE NNED LOVE
9) Im worried that I will feel a stupid emotion and piss my bf off and hell run away...well hed more likely slowly walk away ..maybe even just sit there tired
10) Im worried that these pimples will never leave my face..who gets pimples at 20
closeing thoughts * Sally Jesse Rafeal just hurt my feelings*
It was good to get that like 1 percent of stuff out of my head night night live journal ...til next time!!! *KTO*