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ugh... im so bored and agitated. i hate austin. for some ridiculous reason i thought it would be fun to be here for spring break... ya, sadly mistaken. no one wants to do what I wanna do tonite. ha. how selfish did that sound. my mother is driving me nuts. up the wall. yick. im so bored i cant even think of stuff to write. all i wanna do is smoke a fucking cigarette but i have no cover to do so. my rents and i pretend that we dont know i smoke. not that im a 'smoker' or anything, no really im not a smoker, but sometimes i just want a FUCKING CIGARETTE! ugh! gaaaah... how am i bored in a city like this?how!? bc im outta my element. austin is too pretensious(sp?) and fake. i like houston much better. at least that shit hole tells u its a shit hole, unlike here telling u 'we're liberal and hippies and nice' bullshit. unless ur white and rich, ur nothing here. and when i say rich i mean like REALLY rich. and the "liberals" here r those types who say shit like 'im a democrat but i think we shoulda gone to war' fucking fascist assholes. war hungry murderers. i think if i dont smoke a cigarette or have a shot im gonna die, right now, im dying.
done.
done.