Why do they not exist?
I want a guy who wants to see me smile...wants to make me laugh. I want a guy who will not try to take advantage of me and one that will not see me as a piece of meat. I want to be "beautiful," not "hot." I want a guy that respects me. I want a guy that will stay in with me on a Saturday night...watch some cheesy, lame Disney movie with me. I want a guy that will take me out to eat...that wants to talk to me on the phone....that wants to get to know me. I want a guy that would be just as happy talking with me as kissing me. I want a guy that will get to know the small details that encompass who I am...that will know all of the little things about me that no one else knows. I want a boy that will suprise me....go above and beyond expectation. I want him to be able to read me.......read my expressions and my eyes. I want him to make me extremely happy just by being himself. I want to be loved. I want to be held. I want to be able to be myself and not worry about the rest. I want trust and I want honesty. I want effort and I want respect. I want only what I am willing to give. Is that too much to ask?