Happy Days
I've been in the best of moods lately. I can't explain it. I know it hasn't been the beautiful weather or anything because damn, it has been freakin cold! Today we finally got a beautiful day...bout time! I love skirt and flip flop weather. While there is turmoil all around me (work, school winding down, preparing for exams, moving out of the dorms) I can't help but to be cheerful. I guess sometimes you just get to that point when you just don't care anymore and you are just....comfortable? I guess I feel pretty comfy with who I am at this current moment. For a while there I was stressing because I just didn't see how everything was going to add up. I really have no clue what I want to do with my life...I have no idea where it will take me and who I will meet or anything really. I just didn't like not knowing. But not knowing can be such a beautiful thing. It's the only thing we live for, for tomorrow. And if we knew what was going to happen....it would be like someone telling you how the movie ends before you've seen it. After a long chat with my roomie, I've pretty much come to the conclusion that no one knows what they want to do with their lives...and the ones that semi do are just as lost as the rest of us. I rest assured, kinda feeling like things have a way of working themselves out. Forgive me, I am the eternal optimist..."most optimistic" of my senior class. But really, lately it's like I've sighed this big sigh and I love it.