Mar 19, 2005 02:25
I hate the fuckin world and fuckin every1 at SVH they can all burn in hell cept 4 a few ppl like Christian but no the whole fuckin world (cept cb) has turned on me cuz i fuckin stood up 4 myself 4 once and said somthin to fuckin precious meghan and her lil group now im the biggest cunt ever cuz i said somthin and i didnt say nethin that bad that other ppl havent already said to them but just cuz kaitlyn miller said somthin its like the end of the world every1 fuckin hates me now i dont get how they can say shit every single fuckin day of my life and like the one time i say something to one of them i get bitched at by the world and every1 hates me it really has shown me who my friends are and who u can trust ive really gotten things into prespective and i now no i dont have ne1 but myself and that u cant depend on ne1 they just let u down and i deff shouldnt trust ppl ( well cept cb 4 all of this) i feel so fuckin alone its so not even funny but idk y cuz its not like i was ever friends w ne of them but w/e it doesnt matter im use to life bein so gay and sucky and im extremly used to bein alone and mayb its not such a bad thing i think i might b better off besides i only have 3 years left mayb less if i have it my way ... but i wont get into what that means but um i say fuck it and fuck every1 of them i dont need to deal with ne of it y should i fuck that well w/e im goin to bed ill write more later