today is gay
well today has been gay and borin so far steph and meg are still talkin shit sayin im fat and callin me lunchbox wow how cool are they im just so impressed with their name callin skillz well anywho ive been so bored ive been all alone all day well ive been hangin out with alicia a lil bit and i talked to keith 4 a while which was weird but he doesnt seem to hate me nemore i still want to know what he said bout me that christian wont tell me it was like 5 months ago and he still wont tell me but anywho ms berube bitched steph and meg out and she told me that i should go back out w cb cuz he really loves me and cares bout me and she really wants me to go out w him hehe umm nick is bein a dick to me but w/e so i friggin went through his locker and took all his notes and found one that him and cb wrote sayin shit bout me and how cb likes ad and does shit in mass that i dont know about but w/e im sooooooo bored im in study hall and its so gay me and ad gots a pass to go to the com lab and were not even doin work lol christian didnt come to school today since its his birthday his parents let him stay home he told me he was goin to come but he didnt and its ok cuz it is his bday and he should b i gots work to do ill write back later able to enjoy it i dont feel good once again i have a headache my tummy hurts and i dont really have a voice at all lol i sound so gay ppl are makin fun of me lol anywho life sucks once again ive gots so many issues its not even funny i dont know what to do bout ne of it im so confused bout so much shit idk what im goin to do i cant make neone happy and im always fuckin shit up and its all my fault i just want to cry all the time i feel so low all the time but i dont really tell neone cuz i try to pretend im ok so i dont have to deal with it o and i no certain ppls would b mad but last nite i cut myself again i no i shouldnt have but i did i was just soooo upset and hurt by things that i did but ya but anywho i better go now i gots work to do ill write back more later byebye