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Today has been quite a day. It has had many ups and downs. The past month and a half or so, I have had a really positive attitude. I think I equate this to the fact that I have graduated more than anything. Today has made it really hard for me to be positive. I seem to have been ambushed by so many things lately.. almost too much. Sometimes I feel as though I can hardly take it anymore. I want to cry, but I can't produce the tears. Hopefully this feeling won't last. I despise being in a bad mood, bringing others down with me. More than anything, I want to feel comfortable in my own skin and be able to stop pretending. So, for now, I will go back to pondering, hoping, trying, praying.