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Jun 15, 2008 01:23

I'm feeling trapped and I wanna be destructive. I'm not sure that makes sense. I want to make bad decisions, but I really can't right now. I am excited, however that I get to see my brother and his fiance (woohoo - he proposed!!!!) and her family tomorrow for Father's Day.

Last night was so much fun. Unfortunately I didn't get to spend much time with exhausted Amanda and tired Gretchen, but I did get to visit with Helen and Yanna, my two (only) friends from middle school. It was really surreal, but great. I feel like such a corruptress - neither of them had ever been to a bar before (!!!!!!) so, since we happened to be in Broadripple, I took them to the Casba Bar, since it was tame and less crowded. Neither like the taste of alcohol, so finding a drink for them was tough. They ended up liking the Amaretto Sour, though (thank you Abbie). It was crazy seeing girls who I haven't hung out with all together since 8th grade (that's 9 years for those keeping track at home).

The job hunt continues, but I'm a few steps closer to securing something, so I'm trying to keep a positive outlook. I did finish my Americorps application and applied to one, and have even gotten an interview already, so it'd be awesome if that panned out. I'm really trying to enjoy this rare time of freedom, hang out with friends, and get my room finished (my mom and I got an awesome multi-color bedspread, too - it looks like an IKEA print).

All in all I suppose I can't complain, but I still do. If I had nothing to complain about, I'd have nothing to improve - and if I had nothing to improve I'd either be giving up or ready to move to the next world. So, I suppose I'm glad I have things to work on. (I just read Tuesdays with Morrie, so I'm feeling fatalistic).

I plan on going to Bloomington on Mon and Tues, so watch out btown...Katie's a-comin'.

I think that's all. Oooo - here's a quotscicle: "Love each other or perish".
Now go forth and love.
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