So you're not my only one...
Reality is beginning to overcome my mind. I can be happy and the hurt will go away. I've been through worse...knowing that helps me realize that this will all seem ridiculous some day. For now I will deal with it that best I can. My friends have been amazing to me, and I don't know where I'd be without their help. :) Michel gave me some great advice last night. I know what I have to do, and I'm almost positive that I'm ready to do it. There's always a brand new day, a fresh start to begin again and make things right...
So much to get done...why do teachers feel the need to give us these BIG projects at the end of the year? Makes zero sense to me.
Work was pretty fun last night. Joe came in and tipped us all night! I love it when people come to visit me at work. It makes the time go by faster.
Yesterday he called me out of nowhere. It hit me how much I truly have missed him. Not only since he's been gone, but since he was overtaken with drugs. He sounds so freakin good now, and has all this ambition and direction. He told me that he thought about me a lot when he was there which made me feel good. I just know that he is gonna be great in this world. Another cool thing is that he has faith now. He told me that he has been praying a lot. How cool is that? It kinda opened my eyes too as to my current behavior. I'm not the same girl I used to be. Change is something I feel on a daily basis, and I need to step back and examine myself. Anyways, I am soo happy for him and all he's achieved thus far. Been waiting for this day for like 2 years. All the talking and praying and hoping that he'd get through ok. I will always have a part of me that cares deeply for him.
Is baccalureate this coming Friday or Saturday? I need to know ASAP...oh the joys of having two jobs :)
I really hope everyone is enjoying their weekend! I can't wait to see the yearbook...
So much to get done...why do teachers feel the need to give us these BIG projects at the end of the year? Makes zero sense to me.
Work was pretty fun last night. Joe came in and tipped us all night! I love it when people come to visit me at work. It makes the time go by faster.
Yesterday he called me out of nowhere. It hit me how much I truly have missed him. Not only since he's been gone, but since he was overtaken with drugs. He sounds so freakin good now, and has all this ambition and direction. He told me that he thought about me a lot when he was there which made me feel good. I just know that he is gonna be great in this world. Another cool thing is that he has faith now. He told me that he has been praying a lot. How cool is that? It kinda opened my eyes too as to my current behavior. I'm not the same girl I used to be. Change is something I feel on a daily basis, and I need to step back and examine myself. Anyways, I am soo happy for him and all he's achieved thus far. Been waiting for this day for like 2 years. All the talking and praying and hoping that he'd get through ok. I will always have a part of me that cares deeply for him.
Is baccalureate this coming Friday or Saturday? I need to know ASAP...oh the joys of having two jobs :)
I really hope everyone is enjoying their weekend! I can't wait to see the yearbook...