Okay so.
About this time last year I was wondering what I'd put onto the mix tapes I'd send Sean for his birthday. I'm doing the exact same thing this year, even though I haven't heard a word from him in 8 months.
I'm beginning to think that I'm insane. For real.
I just realized that I've been really shitty to Amanda for the past like, two years, and I didn't even realize. I am a really fucking retardedly shitty friend.
I hope that things are better when school starts. I just hope my shitty mood subsides, is all. I hope to become a better person. I don't even know what I'm doing wrong. I just know that I am doing wrong.
I guess acknowledging is the first step.
I'm beginning to think that I'm insane. For real.
I just realized that I've been really shitty to Amanda for the past like, two years, and I didn't even realize. I am a really fucking retardedly shitty friend.
I hope that things are better when school starts. I just hope my shitty mood subsides, is all. I hope to become a better person. I don't even know what I'm doing wrong. I just know that I am doing wrong.
I guess acknowledging is the first step.