the end of 2006
Its been so long since I have written anything. I have no clue where to begin. My mind has been so busy lately. I've let a lot of people down this year...mainly myself.
My personal accomplishments were few and far between. In one way or another, I failed to meet my expectations as a grand daughter, niece, aunt, friend, and girlfriend...and that's disappointing. I don't know, maybe it was a combination of being selfish and lazy? It just got to a point where I felt it had gone so wrong, it was too late to attempt to rectify. I know I can do better, but why didn't I? I wish I could redo a lot of things, just to see if the outcome would have been different. But I can't. And to those I have let down, I am deeply sorry. Although I can't change the past, I can be sure the future will be different.
2007 will be nice. LOTS of changes will be happening for me. It's a little frightening, but extremely needed.
I can't wait.
To Boofy, My Woman, Superman, Bruno's Girl, My Fuck Yeah Teammate, "You Guys Make Me Want To Do Drugs", Babble, The Only One I Know Who Can Help Me Down A Whole Box Of Doughnut Holes, the ones that I have missed and the ones that I have lost touch with,
May you all find happiness, health, and much love.
My personal accomplishments were few and far between. In one way or another, I failed to meet my expectations as a grand daughter, niece, aunt, friend, and girlfriend...and that's disappointing. I don't know, maybe it was a combination of being selfish and lazy? It just got to a point where I felt it had gone so wrong, it was too late to attempt to rectify. I know I can do better, but why didn't I? I wish I could redo a lot of things, just to see if the outcome would have been different. But I can't. And to those I have let down, I am deeply sorry. Although I can't change the past, I can be sure the future will be different.
2007 will be nice. LOTS of changes will be happening for me. It's a little frightening, but extremely needed.
I can't wait.
To Boofy, My Woman, Superman, Bruno's Girl, My Fuck Yeah Teammate, "You Guys Make Me Want To Do Drugs", Babble, The Only One I Know Who Can Help Me Down A Whole Box Of Doughnut Holes, the ones that I have missed and the ones that I have lost touch with,
May you all find happiness, health, and much love.