May 14, 2006 15:17
Hey guys... well its been forever and so much has happened and changed since my last entry its not even funny. I mean there is no way i can talk about everything but I will hit the high(and low) points. lets see... i survived greek sing. once it was all over it was pretty fun lol. it was at lot funner doing it at the beach or in the haley parking lot though. after that.... SPRING BREAK. The week really was amazing. I made so many new friends and got closer to some too! Honestly the week was nothing like what i expected but still great. After spring break my whole semester changed honestly. I kept hanging out with my spring break friends and thats been so much fun. We discovered the creek and the lake and had some of the funnest nights of the entire year. campfires,marshmallows.... soo much fun. The last few weeks however have been pretty rough. Things have been kind of rough with me and Al latley and we decided to end things last week. It really has been hard and weird and everything but I feel like we made the right decision. We were together for a year and a half (a serious record for me) and I guess its just time to figure out who we are on our own. I just feel like a lot is changing right now and i am still figuring out how to deal with it all. Its hitting me that I am graduating in 2 years and I have no idea what i want to do with my life. Im just trying to understand that I have to trust and be patient. I am feeling like its time for me to grow up some and im not ready for that i dont think!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! its ok though its just one of those times. I just feel like im starting a new chapter in my life. and i think its about time too. I am at a school that i absolutley love. I am just really trying to figure out who I am and who I want to be and how to get there. *sigh*
in other news, I got home from Auburn last monday, and got my wisdom teeth out tuesday. It was pretty horrible. It still hurts pretty bad and this is Sunday. I got to see some people this week, had coffee with zeek before he took off to Africa, and then Friday ryan drove down here from ATL to hang out for a couple of days and we had a ton of fun. now today is Mothers day- I love you mom!- and I am headed back to Auburn tomorrow! I am moving into the Toomer house with bethany and some other girls and i am pretty excited about that. I have mixed feelings about the summer. I just dont know what to expect i guess. well just see!!!
So its been a semester of ups and downs especially latley but It really has been a good semester and ended up nothing like i expected. but i guess life is just like that? Im just ready to get back to Auburn! I will try to update more because trying to remember my life for the past 2 months is stressful. soooo hopefully you will be hearing from me again soon!