Apr 27, 2006 00:12
Breeches in trust are hard to repair
The human heart; description: Handle with care
It's hard to find forgiveness when words are not to be spoken
Easily understood, but not easily dealt with when your hearts broken
To be wronged by someone who you trusted must really get your goat
But i'm not proud, and i'm not alone in this boat
Hatred replaces where hurt should be
And if it suits you, by all means hate me
There's nothing i can do now, no time machine to jump in
Betrayal isnt just painful- its an outright sin
Not the best person, and not the best friend
But come on and tell me, how exactly am I to make a mends?
I lied its true, but truth would not make the situation any better
Hoped my secret was something that would have passed with the coming of warm weather
Hiding your feelings and bottling your rage
It's just like my secret- soon to be let out of the cage
This is never what i wanted, definetly not something planned
This mistake made all different friendships fall through my fingers like sand
One moment different, some words not said
Maybe we'd still be ok, maybe our friendship wouldn't be dead
What if's will drive you crazy, why's will drive you insane
But by gods grace i hope everyones sins fall like rain
For i am no God, but again neither are you
So just think what if it was YOUR foot, placed in MY shoe
The grass is not always greener, adding salt doesn't always hide the flavor
Life is like meat, gotta catch it before it rots, and the freshness savor
I'm truly sorry, but appologies mean nothing if they are not heard, and less if they are not accepted
Time you deserve, and anger as well
Pray all you want, but i'm not destined for hell
For i have asked for refuge from god, tried forgiving myself
Your all thats left, and our pictures still on my shelf
Won't listen to my words so i'd figure i should write it
If it suits you, don't forgive me, but just know- you'll die with it