There is no better loss than to lose myself in you
" Per l`amaro e il dolce" - For the bitter and the sweet... "
Where does one lose themselves. I'm sure you could be hidden behind your busy scheduels and overshadowed by new friends, Bundeled in winter clothes, and glazed over like the frost on a window pane, caught up in thought, and trapped in your secret life. When does one make the transition from hiding, to hidden, to unable to be found? Failure and falicy contribute to who i am. And what is a life that is one big lie. What is the sense in loving someone who will never love you, kissing a committed boy, and pretending to be something or someone your not. All my life i have been seen as this huge success had expectations mounted so high, but i never minded climbing. Now i have No motivation, complete lack of want, well at least for anything reasonably noble. How does one get themselves into situations where you have to be silent when people call and can't share feelings of affection because it would be SO terrible if the world saw.
A person becomes lost when others refuse to admit their existence.