OHDEARSENIORYEAR
Friends... I no longer see a need for them.
unreliable, unloyal, and fickle is basically all they are.
Why put time and effort into something you get nothing out of?
That's my problem. I try to be what I want my friends to be...
loyal, reliable, and caring, but I get nothing of the sort back.
So perhaps its every man, or woman, for themselves now.
It's a trust no one situation and it sucks, but its all there is.
Who do you trust when there is no one to trust?... exactly.
Boyfriends are nothing to count on either now I guess...
haha "im fine with everything"... at least someone is... way to go and change
on me... parties? beer? boy/girl sleepovers? Who the hell are you now?
All I want is that Ithaca Acceptance letter to come in so I know that I at
the least have a chance to start over, make new friends and perhaps find something
a little more meaningful than the life I'm leading now. Seriously, another inspirational
"keep it together, you're a leader" speech and i'll puke all over
the gym floor, I swear to God. On top of this... I'm pretty sure my hair
is falling out from stress. Gotta LOVE highschool...
thanks for your time LJ
I'm gonna start writting more frequently
unreliable, unloyal, and fickle is basically all they are.
Why put time and effort into something you get nothing out of?
That's my problem. I try to be what I want my friends to be...
loyal, reliable, and caring, but I get nothing of the sort back.
So perhaps its every man, or woman, for themselves now.
It's a trust no one situation and it sucks, but its all there is.
Who do you trust when there is no one to trust?... exactly.
Boyfriends are nothing to count on either now I guess...
haha "im fine with everything"... at least someone is... way to go and change
on me... parties? beer? boy/girl sleepovers? Who the hell are you now?
All I want is that Ithaca Acceptance letter to come in so I know that I at
the least have a chance to start over, make new friends and perhaps find something
a little more meaningful than the life I'm leading now. Seriously, another inspirational
"keep it together, you're a leader" speech and i'll puke all over
the gym floor, I swear to God. On top of this... I'm pretty sure my hair
is falling out from stress. Gotta LOVE highschool...
thanks for your time LJ
I'm gonna start writting more frequently