this just in:
crush is mutual.
we shall see where this goes.
it feels good to be...back in the game?
no, i don't like how that sounds.
but i like being liked.
i want to do it right this time, though, if this does end up turning into anything. this could be something; this could be nothing.
but he is a lovely, intriguing, beautiful person. and on top of it all, he makes me laugh. very very hard.
=)
i am probably not going to be able to move back to lynchburg for a couple months and that's alright. i need to make some money first, is all.
i really need to just not push it. i COULD do it right now, but it would be very hard and would be under more stress than i needed to be. lynchburg will still be there in a few months and i just need to be patient.
some guy is paying me to type his life story for him. he's hand-written five volumes, all about 150 pages.
i think it's going to be really cool. i'll get money and i'll get to hear some really great stories, i bet.
i forgot to write about some things in here.
did i mention that i went to chicago and hung out with blake?
the blake that i dated when i first got to lynchburg? the blake who then broke my heart?
yeah, that one.
we hung out, alone, a couple of weekends ago in chicago. he called me, told me to go there, and so i did.
it was really really REALLY good.
we haven't hung out one on one since we broke things off. that was in february.
we had a lot of fun and had a lot of really good conversations, and i think it reminded us both why we started hanging out in the first place.
i don't like him again or anything, and he doesn't like me again (at least, i hope not...) but it was good. and i believe we can have a normal friendship again. i guess after he got back to lynchburg, he was telling jeanette and dana how much fun he had with me and how chill i was and all that. i'm glad i don't have to feel awkward about him anymore; he's a really great guy and knowing i can really have him as a friend again is wonderful.
reconciliation. try it out.
i guess that's it. i am hanging out with my brother at my aunt's house, watching him play some silly video game.
there's beer in the fridge. i'm going to drink one.
we shall see where this goes.
it feels good to be...back in the game?
no, i don't like how that sounds.
but i like being liked.
i want to do it right this time, though, if this does end up turning into anything. this could be something; this could be nothing.
but he is a lovely, intriguing, beautiful person. and on top of it all, he makes me laugh. very very hard.
=)
i am probably not going to be able to move back to lynchburg for a couple months and that's alright. i need to make some money first, is all.
i really need to just not push it. i COULD do it right now, but it would be very hard and would be under more stress than i needed to be. lynchburg will still be there in a few months and i just need to be patient.
some guy is paying me to type his life story for him. he's hand-written five volumes, all about 150 pages.
i think it's going to be really cool. i'll get money and i'll get to hear some really great stories, i bet.
i forgot to write about some things in here.
did i mention that i went to chicago and hung out with blake?
the blake that i dated when i first got to lynchburg? the blake who then broke my heart?
yeah, that one.
we hung out, alone, a couple of weekends ago in chicago. he called me, told me to go there, and so i did.
it was really really REALLY good.
we haven't hung out one on one since we broke things off. that was in february.
we had a lot of fun and had a lot of really good conversations, and i think it reminded us both why we started hanging out in the first place.
i don't like him again or anything, and he doesn't like me again (at least, i hope not...) but it was good. and i believe we can have a normal friendship again. i guess after he got back to lynchburg, he was telling jeanette and dana how much fun he had with me and how chill i was and all that. i'm glad i don't have to feel awkward about him anymore; he's a really great guy and knowing i can really have him as a friend again is wonderful.
reconciliation. try it out.
i guess that's it. i am hanging out with my brother at my aunt's house, watching him play some silly video game.
there's beer in the fridge. i'm going to drink one.