Jan 06, 2009 21:04
i'm trying not to let it upset me that this has screwed up so many things for me and literally nothing for you, but it is.
it isn't fair, & i just want to be happy.
after everything i have lost...
i just don't get it.
i'm so angry with God today; with myself, with others.
i want my dad back. i want my best friend back. i want my house back. i want my stupid dogs back. i want david back.
i want my life back.
this has been a lot more than a break up for me. i wish people could understand that.