no one reads my entries anymore. assholes.
today has been absolutely ridiculous.
i was supposed to work at 10:30, but i didn't.
what happened was that my car froze last night and i couldn't open it. i eventually got it after chipping the ice with a knife and blow drying the locks.
but then it wouldn't start. (mind you, it was like -33 [probably more] last night)
i called my manager and said i didn't know if i'd make it in today. she seemed pretty pissed but there was literally nothing i could do about it. i kept trying to get it to start and after 15 minutes she called me back and said it was okay if i didn't come in, because it looked like it was going to be a slow day and they'd probably end up needing to cut hours anyway.
so it all worked out alright, i guess, but it was a bummer. i need as many hours as i can get this week since i didn't work at all last week.
oh well.
that's what i get for living in minnesota. these things happen. a lot.
i should also tell you that my car is frozen shut again, but i'm too lazy/worn out to do anything about it at this point. maybe later tonight.
you're probably wondering why i'm worn out since i didn't work today. WELL.
i woke up at 8 and then when i found out i wasn't working, i didn't go to sleep. i decided to bake some cookies and watch the santa clause.
so i did, only at around noon my stomach really started to hurt (the same pain as always) so i had to stop baking and lay down on the couch and cry and say "ow" real loud. it as the day progressed, so did my pain and by about three i was bawling and moaning and i called my mom and told her how bad it was. she couldn't do anything about it, because she was at work, and she is also not a doctor, but i tricked myself into thinking that just telling her about it would be comforting and that it would help. i was wrooong. she got home at like 5:20 and i was still on the couch, crying and being a baby. i get really melodramatic when i'm in a lot of pain. it's probably pretty funny to watch, but seriously. it hurt like hell.
my mom decided i should go to the emergency room and so we got in the car and left, but on the way there the pain miraculously went away (seriously, within 30 seconds it was completely gone) and so we went back home. she's going to make an appointment for me tomorrow though to try and get this figured out. we've tried about 20 times prior to this to figure it out, but i guess neither of us know what else to do.
this is honestly the worst pain i've ever experienced, except for maybe when my appendix ruptured, but i was 12 when that happened and i can't remember if that pain was worse. i just know it was really really bad.
what's so bad is that it's so intense, and it lasts for such a long time...and i never know when it'll go away. it just decides to on it's own, and i can't do anything to speed it up. i just have to wait it out.
so anyway, crying and being in really horrible pain for hours wears a person out. so i'm beat. i hope to take a nap after i get done with this. maybe eat something, too.
oh i forgot to mention in my last entry that i sat next to kenny ortega (director of high school musical and newsies) on the plane on saturday. i'm pretty sure i have the ins with zac efron now.
annd one of jojo's friends who goes to aveda institute in minneapolis got to meet will smith, because apparently his personal stylist went there and he went in to show everyone what can happen to you if you get real good at styling hair, i guess. because will smith has such complicated hair...
whatever, it's still fucking awesome. i'm sorry for the swear, but this is will smith we're talking about. she's got pictures of him on her phone and stuff. i'm pretty jealous.
bethany and lucia recorded a video on my facebook wall today of them singing the free willy song to me. i wish i could link you to it, but i can't. you'll just have to go look on my facebook. it really is so great, and i love them. they're going to jingle ball tonight to see rihanna and T.I. they would.
i'm pretty sure i'm doing a medical study in january that will earn me about 2000 bucks. i'm praying it works out. that money would allow me to do so much.
i think this is the first year i'm actually going to have a new year's resolution.
i've always thought the concept of a new year's resolution was kinda dumb,
but now that i've got a few things i actually want to accomplish and a lot of things i just want to put behind me (that's what she said), the illusion of a fresh start is welcome.
i am excited to see what 2009 will bring.
i said that last year about 2008, and it brought a lot of good things.
a lot of bad things also. but a lot of good things. i'm hoping 2009 will only add on to those good things.
that's it.
foodtime.
i was supposed to work at 10:30, but i didn't.
what happened was that my car froze last night and i couldn't open it. i eventually got it after chipping the ice with a knife and blow drying the locks.
but then it wouldn't start. (mind you, it was like -33 [probably more] last night)
i called my manager and said i didn't know if i'd make it in today. she seemed pretty pissed but there was literally nothing i could do about it. i kept trying to get it to start and after 15 minutes she called me back and said it was okay if i didn't come in, because it looked like it was going to be a slow day and they'd probably end up needing to cut hours anyway.
so it all worked out alright, i guess, but it was a bummer. i need as many hours as i can get this week since i didn't work at all last week.
oh well.
that's what i get for living in minnesota. these things happen. a lot.
i should also tell you that my car is frozen shut again, but i'm too lazy/worn out to do anything about it at this point. maybe later tonight.
you're probably wondering why i'm worn out since i didn't work today. WELL.
i woke up at 8 and then when i found out i wasn't working, i didn't go to sleep. i decided to bake some cookies and watch the santa clause.
so i did, only at around noon my stomach really started to hurt (the same pain as always) so i had to stop baking and lay down on the couch and cry and say "ow" real loud. it as the day progressed, so did my pain and by about three i was bawling and moaning and i called my mom and told her how bad it was. she couldn't do anything about it, because she was at work, and she is also not a doctor, but i tricked myself into thinking that just telling her about it would be comforting and that it would help. i was wrooong. she got home at like 5:20 and i was still on the couch, crying and being a baby. i get really melodramatic when i'm in a lot of pain. it's probably pretty funny to watch, but seriously. it hurt like hell.
my mom decided i should go to the emergency room and so we got in the car and left, but on the way there the pain miraculously went away (seriously, within 30 seconds it was completely gone) and so we went back home. she's going to make an appointment for me tomorrow though to try and get this figured out. we've tried about 20 times prior to this to figure it out, but i guess neither of us know what else to do.
this is honestly the worst pain i've ever experienced, except for maybe when my appendix ruptured, but i was 12 when that happened and i can't remember if that pain was worse. i just know it was really really bad.
what's so bad is that it's so intense, and it lasts for such a long time...and i never know when it'll go away. it just decides to on it's own, and i can't do anything to speed it up. i just have to wait it out.
so anyway, crying and being in really horrible pain for hours wears a person out. so i'm beat. i hope to take a nap after i get done with this. maybe eat something, too.
oh i forgot to mention in my last entry that i sat next to kenny ortega (director of high school musical and newsies) on the plane on saturday. i'm pretty sure i have the ins with zac efron now.
annd one of jojo's friends who goes to aveda institute in minneapolis got to meet will smith, because apparently his personal stylist went there and he went in to show everyone what can happen to you if you get real good at styling hair, i guess. because will smith has such complicated hair...
whatever, it's still fucking awesome. i'm sorry for the swear, but this is will smith we're talking about. she's got pictures of him on her phone and stuff. i'm pretty jealous.
bethany and lucia recorded a video on my facebook wall today of them singing the free willy song to me. i wish i could link you to it, but i can't. you'll just have to go look on my facebook. it really is so great, and i love them. they're going to jingle ball tonight to see rihanna and T.I. they would.
i'm pretty sure i'm doing a medical study in january that will earn me about 2000 bucks. i'm praying it works out. that money would allow me to do so much.
i think this is the first year i'm actually going to have a new year's resolution.
i've always thought the concept of a new year's resolution was kinda dumb,
but now that i've got a few things i actually want to accomplish and a lot of things i just want to put behind me (that's what she said), the illusion of a fresh start is welcome.
i am excited to see what 2009 will bring.
i said that last year about 2008, and it brought a lot of good things.
a lot of bad things also. but a lot of good things. i'm hoping 2009 will only add on to those good things.
that's it.
foodtime.