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i wish someone could explain me to me.
i don't know why i'm never satisfied with what i have. i can be completely excited about my day but when i talk to someone else about their day, all of a sudden my stuff seems insignificant. i don't like comparing myself to others but can't seem to stop. i hate jealousy and most of all dependency.
i usually know what i want but either it is completely out of reach or once i get it i don't want it anymore. i always feel like i have so much to say but then once someone sits down to listen to me, i don't know how to put what i'm thinking into words that make sense and i just give up and keep it to myself. i end up just listening to others talk about their issues. which i am more than happy to do, i just wish i could do the same back.
i don't know why i'm never satisfied with what i have. i can be completely excited about my day but when i talk to someone else about their day, all of a sudden my stuff seems insignificant. i don't like comparing myself to others but can't seem to stop. i hate jealousy and most of all dependency.
i usually know what i want but either it is completely out of reach or once i get it i don't want it anymore. i always feel like i have so much to say but then once someone sits down to listen to me, i don't know how to put what i'm thinking into words that make sense and i just give up and keep it to myself. i end up just listening to others talk about their issues. which i am more than happy to do, i just wish i could do the same back.