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i am very tired. i have worked too much lately. which is a good thing, but it leaves me tired.
i am also tired because i had the weirdest dreams last night. the first one was about me and Fi. lately i've been leaving a journal under my pillow so i can write stuff down when i wake up in the middle of the night. the dream about me and fi was just me yelling at her things like "i hate that i am so jealous of you!" and other things that i'm too embarressed to type here even though only like three people read it. but i wrote in the journal at some point in the night "if you're still jealous than there are a lot of issues" except not so grammatically correct. i think i wrote "yer". the second dream was that Jose, the nice mexican man who works at pallino (the only non-english speaking person who works there. we all adore him) was trying to kill all of us (by 'us' i mean those with whom i work) and we were in this weird house with mirrors all over. when i asked vicki where we were she said "the college inn. or flowers. wherever tyler goes to get away from you". i didn;t write anything about it because i had a headache and had been woken up by my mom calling me to tell me my cousin is in the hospital with kidney failure, whatever that means.
the headache has still not gone away, 12 hours later. advil, jamba juice, water, healthy lunch, nothing helped. tomorrow i'm going hiking with my sister at mt. ranier. it should be pretty nice. i'm excited for the views. but hoping that my headache has gone away.
i....i feel lost.
i am also tired because i had the weirdest dreams last night. the first one was about me and Fi. lately i've been leaving a journal under my pillow so i can write stuff down when i wake up in the middle of the night. the dream about me and fi was just me yelling at her things like "i hate that i am so jealous of you!" and other things that i'm too embarressed to type here even though only like three people read it. but i wrote in the journal at some point in the night "if you're still jealous than there are a lot of issues" except not so grammatically correct. i think i wrote "yer". the second dream was that Jose, the nice mexican man who works at pallino (the only non-english speaking person who works there. we all adore him) was trying to kill all of us (by 'us' i mean those with whom i work) and we were in this weird house with mirrors all over. when i asked vicki where we were she said "the college inn. or flowers. wherever tyler goes to get away from you". i didn;t write anything about it because i had a headache and had been woken up by my mom calling me to tell me my cousin is in the hospital with kidney failure, whatever that means.
the headache has still not gone away, 12 hours later. advil, jamba juice, water, healthy lunch, nothing helped. tomorrow i'm going hiking with my sister at mt. ranier. it should be pretty nice. i'm excited for the views. but hoping that my headache has gone away.
i....i feel lost.