May 11, 2005 16:36
so this week has completely sucked. so much has gone on. and just incase anyone didn't already fucking know [[funny how news travels so fast]] yes me and justin did break up. 12 days before our anniversary. amazing isn't it?
there just comes a time when you've had all the heartache you can take. and the best thing to do it let it go. love was never the problem for us. i loved him with all of my heart-- and i still do. everything happens for a reason. maybe one day we will be together again. you know.. your first love is never really over.
i'm going to miss:
may 22 2004, our late night talks, your kisses, your hugs, haben't ya herrrba?, the first kiss, the first time you made love to me, october 6 2004, your house and mine, all of our dates, you tickling me, making me laugh until i would eventually cry, the way you made me feel, the comfort i felt in your arms, the fufillment i felt when i laid down every night, christmas, our meeting spots at school, the first time we met, 13 going on 30, our stupid little fights, then making up, prom and homecoming, flowers, the summer of '04, bama vs. auburn, the moment i realized i loved you, your smile, your expensive clothes, the 4th of july, new years, my birthday and yours, very sexy for him and curve, our songs, the shower at my pool,my promise ring, valentine's day, laying w/ you when it rained, you calling me just to hear my voice, back massages, chicken ceasar salad, the way i fell head over heels in love w/ you.
justin & katie-- forever lovers and forever friends.
May 22, 2004-May 10, 2005