Wow
I feel like each day keeps geting worse and worse.. How do u just forget about someone? So easily? I thought I was over you and then something happens and I realize I am not. Ive tried to see other people but it just doesnt work. What is wrong with me? Everyone tells me oh you will get over him.. But I feel like I cant.. Im scared that a few months from now I will still like you and I wont find someone else who I could have stronger feelings for. The best part is you dont even care.. You never did.. I at least want to be good freinds with you. But instead you decided that you hate me for no reason. I dont get it... I cant deal with this pain every day.. I feel like even some of my freinds are shuting me out for no reason.. I just want to pack up my stuff and move on with my life. I just hope I can at least make it threw this last year and then start over.. Things I guess happen for a reason. But why does so many bad things have to happen at once. The funny part is after all the shit that has happened I still care for u.. and I hate it becasue I know u dont feel the same way about me. I wish there is some drink or pill I could take that I could just wish my feelings away. But unforunetly life doesnt work like that... So ill just move on somehow.. without u...
- Katie
- Katie