haha i didn't have to pay for the piercing. luckily i have a boyfriend who loves me dearly. (not that it has anything to do with him buying me stuff.)
yes, KT with a home is a good thing. i don't have to worry about gas money to get to my mommy's house. i can just be happy with driving to david's house. and that is swell for me.
the whole gaining weight thing is me being superficial and stupid. i KNOW that even though i'm gaining weight, i don't look bad, or really look like i've gained at all. it's just the thought of it that scares me. i look at how my whole family is big; my mom, my sister, and even my brothers to the extent that they are. it's just that it scares me a lot, and i don't know what to do about it. and yeah, it COULD be hidden muscle; except for the fact that i don't DO anything for muscle to form there... or anywhere. no, we don't have sex, i'm being a good girl. (it's a thought though, and it's not like it HASN'T crossed my mind.)
what's this about a baby? i didn't know that they were trying to find one. or rather, if i DID know, i didn't remember, cuz it must have been a while since i was told this fact. that's good though. i'll have to go see this baby soon. and when i do, i will get pictures and the like for you.
'good girl'? David is brainwashing you. Since when has sex been BAD? Seriously. I think, for those that believe in the bible, that they were guidelines set for us that were for ourown good. Times have changed, there is birth control and protection out there. I dont think its a bad thing to have sex. But that, I guess, is a matter of opinion.
BESIDES ALL THAT. I know what you mean about the family-gaining-weight-scare. I watched my sister go from skinnyasfuck to.. larger than that.. and it was probably mostly due to her having kids, but a lot of it probably had to do with the 'heavy gene' that runs in her side of the family. My side isnt 'skinny', but my mom is skinnier than her mom, and our dad's mom is.. er.. was basically anorexic (but probably mostly cause she was a hypochondriac and chronically sick).. I dont know. I havent found the time to care ;-; BUT. The point of it was.. I understand. *pokes at chub*
Walk more.. start eating baby carrots and celery for snacks.. so on so forth. Rice is good. Fills you fast. Anyways. I should probably be paying attention to class.
yes, KT with a home is a good thing. i don't have to worry about gas money to get to my mommy's house. i can just be happy with driving to david's house. and that is swell for me.
the whole gaining weight thing is me being superficial and stupid. i KNOW that even though i'm gaining weight, i don't look bad, or really look like i've gained at all.
it's just the thought of it that scares me.
i look at how my whole family is big; my mom, my sister, and even my brothers to the extent that they are.
it's just that it scares me a lot, and i don't know what to do about it.
and yeah, it COULD be hidden muscle; except for the fact that i don't DO anything for muscle to form there... or anywhere.
no, we don't have sex, i'm being a good girl. (it's a thought though, and it's not like it HASN'T crossed my mind.)
what's this about a baby?
i didn't know that they were trying to find one. or rather, if i DID know, i didn't remember, cuz it must have been a while since i was told this fact.
that's good though. i'll have to go see this baby soon. and when i do, i will get pictures and the like for you.
<3 KT
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David is brainwashing you. Since when has sex been BAD? Seriously. I think, for those that believe in the bible, that they were guidelines set for us that were for ourown good. Times have changed, there is birth control and protection out there. I dont think its a bad thing to have sex.
But that, I guess, is a matter of opinion.
BESIDES ALL THAT.
I know what you mean about the family-gaining-weight-scare. I watched my sister go from skinnyasfuck to.. larger than that.. and it was probably mostly due to her having kids, but a lot of it probably had to do with the 'heavy gene' that runs in her side of the family.
My side isnt 'skinny', but my mom is skinnier than her mom, and our dad's mom is.. er.. was basically anorexic (but probably mostly cause she was a hypochondriac and chronically sick)..
I dont know.
I havent found the time to care ;-;
BUT. The point of it was.. I understand.
*pokes at chub*
Walk more.. start eating baby carrots and celery for snacks.. so on so forth. Rice is good. Fills you fast.
Anyways. I should probably be paying attention to class.
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