a preview into the brain
let's hope that i don't get to the VERY END of this and my internet craps out...
cuz that would be REALLY shitty...
so...
tonight on the 4:01 AM news...:
i have a stalker.
he creeps me out.
but other than creeping me out for the most part... i've talked to him, and he SEEMS like a cool cat. but he still stalks me. or that's what david tells me anyway, and lately, i've seen that from the guy. GAH wierd.
i don't like it.
oh well, i told him that i would be friends with him, but NOTHING more than that.
yep
i'm so out of my element i think lately... (well for the past like 2 days or something like that.
i'm used to going to david's house and NOT doing anything else. well, actually watching movies and playing video games, but you know what i meant. (right?)
yeah, so he went to prineville on friday. THAT sucks. cuz i don't have anything to do really.
i know katey's in town this weekend, but still. i'm not used to hanging out with "normal" people.
oh well, he gets back on tuesday, and that will solve my problem i suppose.
OH
and cody was in town this weekend as well.
so i went over to amber's house yesterday when they were all hanging out and drinking. needless to say, that was sort of really awkward for me to be there. i don't know if it's cuz amber and i (AND cody and i) used to be extremely close; or if it's what david suggested.
he told me that i'm sort of getting rid of my old habits. i.e. drinking and smoking (a lot) and doing bad things in general. i think that it might be that making me feel so uncomfortable over there ANY time that i AM there. i dunno. i just don't understand it.
i mean
i haven't seen cody since like the beginning of december, and i miss the kid to death, but i just kinda didn't want to be over there with him, amber, jt, and julie drinking.
maybe i'm growing up in a way.
who knows?
oh, and the whole "leahandjtbreakingup" issue. that was present in the house when i was there last night as well. i've talked to leahface about all the things that have been going on lately with her and j-shnizzle. i am both of their friends, and i don't want to lose either of them. that would really make me uber sad inside.
but jt was going off about that the entire time (cuz he knew that i talk to leah all the time) and IT was making my brain hurt so much that i just had to leave eventually.
oh well
i'll see cody soon enough.
i'm planning a trip to boise soon i think. and it shall be neat-o.
hrm...
other than that...
i just work all the time and don't get enough sleep ever.
it sucks, but i deal with it as much as i can.
OH
i cut the back of my hair again. makes me happy inside. it's REALLY short in the back. wierd i think.
haha
the end...
tune in next week for the elusive gragor walham and his short novel about the ninja squirrels!!
<3 KT
cuz that would be REALLY shitty...
so...
tonight on the 4:01 AM news...:
i have a stalker.
he creeps me out.
but other than creeping me out for the most part... i've talked to him, and he SEEMS like a cool cat. but he still stalks me. or that's what david tells me anyway, and lately, i've seen that from the guy. GAH wierd.
i don't like it.
oh well, i told him that i would be friends with him, but NOTHING more than that.
yep
i'm so out of my element i think lately... (well for the past like 2 days or something like that.
i'm used to going to david's house and NOT doing anything else. well, actually watching movies and playing video games, but you know what i meant. (right?)
yeah, so he went to prineville on friday. THAT sucks. cuz i don't have anything to do really.
i know katey's in town this weekend, but still. i'm not used to hanging out with "normal" people.
oh well, he gets back on tuesday, and that will solve my problem i suppose.
OH
and cody was in town this weekend as well.
so i went over to amber's house yesterday when they were all hanging out and drinking. needless to say, that was sort of really awkward for me to be there. i don't know if it's cuz amber and i (AND cody and i) used to be extremely close; or if it's what david suggested.
he told me that i'm sort of getting rid of my old habits. i.e. drinking and smoking (a lot) and doing bad things in general. i think that it might be that making me feel so uncomfortable over there ANY time that i AM there. i dunno. i just don't understand it.
i mean
i haven't seen cody since like the beginning of december, and i miss the kid to death, but i just kinda didn't want to be over there with him, amber, jt, and julie drinking.
maybe i'm growing up in a way.
who knows?
oh, and the whole "leahandjtbreakingup" issue. that was present in the house when i was there last night as well. i've talked to leahface about all the things that have been going on lately with her and j-shnizzle. i am both of their friends, and i don't want to lose either of them. that would really make me uber sad inside.
but jt was going off about that the entire time (cuz he knew that i talk to leah all the time) and IT was making my brain hurt so much that i just had to leave eventually.
oh well
i'll see cody soon enough.
i'm planning a trip to boise soon i think. and it shall be neat-o.
hrm...
other than that...
i just work all the time and don't get enough sleep ever.
it sucks, but i deal with it as much as i can.
OH
i cut the back of my hair again. makes me happy inside. it's REALLY short in the back. wierd i think.
haha
the end...
tune in next week for the elusive gragor walham and his short novel about the ninja squirrels!!
<3 KT