So then maybe...
So in truth I do think about it sometimes. I'm not going to say who or what "it" is, but I think that's best. I know it was a huge mistake and something I should've never done, but at the same time it was probably one of the more successful things I have been involved with in quite a while. Of course, there are some definite things that I would hope I would take into account, like the fact that it could never ever work as a long-term serious sort of thing, I feel like everything would be way more successful if I remembered that. It's kinda funny that I remember it all now and think "whoa hey mistakes" but I don't think that I would change any of it. Recently I have been online more and I see many opportunities to start something again. It's tempting, I won't lie. And in the end, I probably will because it's pretty fun. Perhaps I won't be so stupid about it though this time because this would be ohhhhh the fifth time going through the motions. Maybe I've learned at least something, if not to stay away.