Where are we now?
So in the past couple weeks there has been so many up's and down's and I think there may be smooth sailing ahead, so I thought I'd finally update.
Because we were planning to move, my parents had quit their jobs and both recently got new ones. My dad owns a bunch of properties around West Seneca, Jamestown, and Hamburg for DDR (not dance dance revolution). My mom is now the head of purchases at the Art Gallery. Clearly this is a good thing, as I didn't want to be poor.
Also, I had gotten a letter about my roomate, which was supposed to be Liz, but was then changed and I got this girl who is basically the exact opposite of me. It wasn't even one thing though; every single thing about us was so different that it's almost comical that they put us together.
Too bad it doesn't even matter who my roomate is/was anyway though, because now I can't dorm. Uh huh, because of the padres' new jobs, they aren't home for dumb Elizabeth and have asked that I live at home this year so there is someone around because she is only 10 and they don't want her home alone every day until 6:30 every night they work....so now I can't dorm this year and it really sucks. It's funny that me, who wanted to get out most of all, me, who had the chance to get out, is stuck exactly where she has been for 13 years. I'm kind of wondering currently if I should've gone to school out West, no matter where my family was or where some of my friends wanted me to be. Depending on this year, I may transfer to Loyola Marymount in California, as once you have been accepted, you can transfer there at any point. I don't know, I felt like some people needed me here in order to keep it together, but it seems like everyone is more together than I am. So I guess the real question is am I where I need to be, want to be, or should be? Do I really need so badly to feel needed that I've gotten myself stuck? I guess I'll figure it out soon enough...
Because we were planning to move, my parents had quit their jobs and both recently got new ones. My dad owns a bunch of properties around West Seneca, Jamestown, and Hamburg for DDR (not dance dance revolution). My mom is now the head of purchases at the Art Gallery. Clearly this is a good thing, as I didn't want to be poor.
Also, I had gotten a letter about my roomate, which was supposed to be Liz, but was then changed and I got this girl who is basically the exact opposite of me. It wasn't even one thing though; every single thing about us was so different that it's almost comical that they put us together.
Too bad it doesn't even matter who my roomate is/was anyway though, because now I can't dorm. Uh huh, because of the padres' new jobs, they aren't home for dumb Elizabeth and have asked that I live at home this year so there is someone around because she is only 10 and they don't want her home alone every day until 6:30 every night they work....so now I can't dorm this year and it really sucks. It's funny that me, who wanted to get out most of all, me, who had the chance to get out, is stuck exactly where she has been for 13 years. I'm kind of wondering currently if I should've gone to school out West, no matter where my family was or where some of my friends wanted me to be. Depending on this year, I may transfer to Loyola Marymount in California, as once you have been accepted, you can transfer there at any point. I don't know, I felt like some people needed me here in order to keep it together, but it seems like everyone is more together than I am. So I guess the real question is am I where I need to be, want to be, or should be? Do I really need so badly to feel needed that I've gotten myself stuck? I guess I'll figure it out soon enough...