May 22, 2005 00:07
its been 20 days since my last true update. boy has a lot gone on.
i have come to the conclusion that highschool sucks. the only thing i like about highschool is marchin band. and that itself is only one season. this years show seems like its gunna be awesome. but idk. the music is so well known its already gottin old to me. and we havent even had one practice! so we'll see where that takes us.
im FINALLY happy again. not 100% but pretty close to it. even tho my birthday is in may, this month has been the worst month out of the whole year. so much crap has happened. but the one person who helped me through it all was taylor. at one point in time he was the only person i had to talk to. thanks mucho kiddo.
today was boring then was fun for a few hours and then really boring. me taylor amy carlos faylon and aaron all got together today. it was confusing as crap at first but we finally got everything situated. we decided on bowling .. yeahhh. we get there and it ended up to be too long of a wait and aaron and taylor had to go places at like 5. so then we just went to brusters and hung out there for awhile. faylon and aaron left bc aaron had to work. and i ended up wearing my icecream instead of eating it ... dont ask :) . all in all it was mucho funo. but then we had to leave :( . we took amy home then carlos and i went to my house and his madre picked him up. haha i drove taylors car .. kinda. and i didnt do bad at all. and ive been home alone since then. my folks were out until 1130. im still very bored but i guess thats a givin considerin its 1220 in the morning and since nobody is online. sayin all that im gunna go hit the sac.
lucky for me i got a new shirt yesterday :) and am going to wear it to bed until the smell runs out. its the best smell in the world. even just thinking about who it smells like makes me smile. ughh i like him so much and i dont know why .. and all i can do is smile. :) :) :).
I lose all control
With a touch of your hand
It's a feelin' I can't understand
With a touch of your hand
humdedumdedum. im going to bed.