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ok so today was a lot better.
i was still ugh in the morning because when i tried talking to my mom about it she didnt say anything back to me except for "why are u wearing that sweatshirt again?". so ive decided to not talk to her about anything important ever again lol. because she never helps me anymore. i used to be able to talk to her about anything but i dont know, things have changed.
things got a lot better when i got band. because i saw eric again. i hadnt seen him since friday. we hugged like 5 times all for a long time. it was the best feeling in the world. right when he wrapped his arms around me my problems seemed to fade away. i wanted to stay like that forever. but i had to snap back to reality and go to my seat.
so yeah we are doing a lot better as friends now. and im pretty sure we are going to sit with each other to festival tomorrow. im exciteted. hes still one of my best friends.
the rest of the day was alright. i had 2 subs today which meant busy work. but i got it all done so that was good. then the other classes were all the same as every other day.
i got home in a good mood. ive just been really really weak because my eating habbits arent right anymore. but they are improving. i actually ate more than normal today, which is good because i needed a good meal today.
anyways. i want to thank everyone who has helped me. ya'll mean a lot to me.
i cant think of anything else to say.
tomorrow is festival. eric and i are sitting together on the bus. im happy the way things are turning out.
today i asked eric if he could take me after school to get me something to eat because i really needed something. so he said sure. but when i went home to ask my mom she was like no. bc for one yall arent dating anymore not saying i would let u even if u were bc thats too much like a date. ok so my house rule is no dating till im 17. 2 months i dont think is going to make a difference. but w/e. she doesnt know about me not eating but w/e she practically told me to starve. she hasnt been very nice to me at all lately. and now is the time i need her the most but o well. i have others.
i have a lot more to say but i have a headache and my hands are cramping lol so im out. bye yall
.. i still heart him ..
i was still ugh in the morning because when i tried talking to my mom about it she didnt say anything back to me except for "why are u wearing that sweatshirt again?". so ive decided to not talk to her about anything important ever again lol. because she never helps me anymore. i used to be able to talk to her about anything but i dont know, things have changed.
things got a lot better when i got band. because i saw eric again. i hadnt seen him since friday. we hugged like 5 times all for a long time. it was the best feeling in the world. right when he wrapped his arms around me my problems seemed to fade away. i wanted to stay like that forever. but i had to snap back to reality and go to my seat.
so yeah we are doing a lot better as friends now. and im pretty sure we are going to sit with each other to festival tomorrow. im exciteted. hes still one of my best friends.
the rest of the day was alright. i had 2 subs today which meant busy work. but i got it all done so that was good. then the other classes were all the same as every other day.
i got home in a good mood. ive just been really really weak because my eating habbits arent right anymore. but they are improving. i actually ate more than normal today, which is good because i needed a good meal today.
anyways. i want to thank everyone who has helped me. ya'll mean a lot to me.
i cant think of anything else to say.
tomorrow is festival. eric and i are sitting together on the bus. im happy the way things are turning out.
today i asked eric if he could take me after school to get me something to eat because i really needed something. so he said sure. but when i went home to ask my mom she was like no. bc for one yall arent dating anymore not saying i would let u even if u were bc thats too much like a date. ok so my house rule is no dating till im 17. 2 months i dont think is going to make a difference. but w/e. she doesnt know about me not eating but w/e she practically told me to starve. she hasnt been very nice to me at all lately. and now is the time i need her the most but o well. i have others.
i have a lot more to say but i have a headache and my hands are cramping lol so im out. bye yall
.. i still heart him ..