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Carlo told me today that I might be depressed, and then when I went to think about it, maybe I am. I don't like to say that I am because that just gets other people upset also. I try to enjoy life in everyway I can, but there is always something in the way, whether it is the people around me or what I'm doing. I'm not putting my full effort into everything, and I'm letting a lot of people down. There are a lot of people I dislike, and I try not to be mean to them especially the ones that I'm always around. There are people who don't like me. I try to ignore them, but it doesn't work. I (think) I have a whole buch of really awesome friends. I just don't know whether they consider me to be a friend to them also. I'm not doing as well in school as my parents would like me to be doing, so I'm letting them down. Hey, the college I want to go to doesn't even require me to take the SAT at all. But please don't ask me if I'm depressed because it will make me think that I am, and I don't want to think that way. Lots of things just don't thrill me. I don't have much of a sense of humor, and I tend to be bored a lot.
I do love my friends. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but my closest friends have to be Abbey, Michael, and Carlo. Then some of my other close friends are Julie, Cindy, and Alyssa. I love them sooo much because they are usually always there for me.
Anyways, to what happened today.
Buddy Program-It was boring like always. Very cold and raining outside. On the way back, they let us go through the school. Carlo was taking Brittany and I to another exit so we wouldn't have to go outside as long. Well too bad that when we walked up to the automatic doors, they wouldn't open. All three of were standing right in front of them for like five seconds and then we started laughing. So we walked to the other exit. Class was about to start so we were going back to the school really really fast. I love the rain!
Spanish-
Mr Markham- "If you don't communicate in the spanish language, then you won't make A's. If you are a dancer, then blah blah blah. If you are a competitive swimmer and you never get in the pool, then you won't win. If you want to make the top chair of the woodwind section then don't touch your oboe.........or clarinet or contraclarinet, then you won't make that chair." Well by then, everyone was looking at me, and I was laughing.
Jazz Band-PLUNGERS! Well, trombone plungers. Carlo got the solo! YAY!
I do love my friends. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but my closest friends have to be Abbey, Michael, and Carlo. Then some of my other close friends are Julie, Cindy, and Alyssa. I love them sooo much because they are usually always there for me.
Anyways, to what happened today.
Buddy Program-It was boring like always. Very cold and raining outside. On the way back, they let us go through the school. Carlo was taking Brittany and I to another exit so we wouldn't have to go outside as long. Well too bad that when we walked up to the automatic doors, they wouldn't open. All three of were standing right in front of them for like five seconds and then we started laughing. So we walked to the other exit. Class was about to start so we were going back to the school really really fast. I love the rain!
Spanish-
Mr Markham- "If you don't communicate in the spanish language, then you won't make A's. If you are a dancer, then blah blah blah. If you are a competitive swimmer and you never get in the pool, then you won't win. If you want to make the top chair of the woodwind section then don't touch your oboe.........or clarinet or contraclarinet, then you won't make that chair." Well by then, everyone was looking at me, and I was laughing.
Jazz Band-PLUNGERS! Well, trombone plungers. Carlo got the solo! YAY!