Apr 21, 2002 22:56
Ok, I had a wonderful weekend with Ryan...right now I'm trying to overcome this sad mood I'm in now that he dropped me off. Why do I get like this? Seriously, it's totally normal, so I know I'm not overreacting...I just pray that I'll get used to this one day...I have no reason to feel so down; of course I should be sad to see him leave, but that gets so hard when I smell him on my clothes! Spending time with him totally makes me realize how in love I am with him...that's why it's hard to have to say goodbye; it's not goodbye at all though, just "see ya later..."
I dont know...I know tomorrow I'll be fine; I think I'm just going to go to bed now...sleep should help...more tomorrow for sure.