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well.
i am completely unsure of what i feel.
or i know what i feel and none of it makes sense.
its one of those.
i feel awkwardly bad because if i could change one thing in my life, its not the thing that i feel like i should want to change. did that make sense? neither one are really things in my life either, per say. it's other people's lives that would affect me. that makes complete sense to me, at least.
the good news is is that i finally am eating and sleeping normally again.
and it's sunday night, party night.
so it can't be that bad, right?
right.
i am completely unsure of what i feel.
or i know what i feel and none of it makes sense.
its one of those.
i feel awkwardly bad because if i could change one thing in my life, its not the thing that i feel like i should want to change. did that make sense? neither one are really things in my life either, per say. it's other people's lives that would affect me. that makes complete sense to me, at least.
the good news is is that i finally am eating and sleeping normally again.
and it's sunday night, party night.
so it can't be that bad, right?
right.