hi.
i havnt posted in awhile. right now im in a okay mood. not good, not bad, just blah. im totally about to give up with school, except that i can't i feel like if i don't physically do all my homework and any other extra thing that could be done ill like roll up into a ball of shame or something. why cant i just relax? today my physics teacher and i got into another little spat. i dislike him as a teacher so much that it is not even believable. i hope he's a nice guy outside class to make up for it, because some people just shouldn't teach. it's sad. then i had to go in for extra help. this post is dumb. mostly i just wanted to say that i am starting to lose it. if this year doesnt end soon im going to totally freak out. and that will probley be scarey since most everyone thinks im already freaking out. college visits, concerts, awards, parents, projects, finals, rehersals, standardized tests, singing, homework!! AHHHHH!!!! how the heck does that all fit into 2 and a half weeks! i dont even know. can you explain that to me?